Thursday, February 12, 2009
11:49 PM
"Sometimes people do things not to ask for another's attention or get benefits, but just to make that person happy."
To: You Know Who You Are
Were you really serious about your offer a few days ago? If you were, then my answer would be definitely yes! I'm not really sure if you'd see this but I'm giving you an answer here. And it's yes! I just hope you weren't kidding... XP
I'm not going to say who's this guy I'm writing to. He should know who he is if he reads it. Thanks for your offer, I'd really appreciate if you kept to it! :D
There's actually a lot of things I have to say,comment, voice out, express! But I feel compelled to keep them to myself. This isn't an anonymous blog, that's why I feel so restricted in everything I've to say. If you already find my previous posts brazen, then I don't think you can handle my real posts. Instead, on my blog, it's full of these constrained posts which I find wearisome to publish. It's like locking up my ability to express myself, just to please public. It sometimes seems better to keep a private diary.
You know what? I actually regret making this a non-anonymous blog. But I'm too lazy to even change my skin. Much less say... make a new blog? So I'm just going to stick to this :P
Guess that's it.
Cheerio!
Monday, February 9, 2009
11:24 PM
Okay, serious problem. I just realized that a big percentage who read my blog...
CAN'T COMPREHEND ME.
No wonder things got out of hand regarding the previous post. Anyway, this shows one thing very clearly. If you can't understand, ASK. Instead of misinterpreting what people mean. Is it that difficult?To: The 2 Lame Spammers
Just get a freaking life. Calling me gay, eh? Good one. I mean no one has ever used that on me before. Be creative, and stop using such lackluster English! It's boring me. So if you've nothing better (or at least not lousy) to say, just fuck off, douchebags.
So people, please be more creative. And use words that are not so commonly used, of course if only there's alternative words that you know how to use.
Okay, I'll clarify the matter on the class shoe.
I don't hate the entire class, just a really, really small number. I don't exactly hate TMJ, my form teacher. I just couldn't tolerate her. But the issues are cleared up. I'm neutral now. I'm NOT rich. What belongs to my dad, mom, grandmother or whoever is theirs. Not mine. I'm NOT rich currently. I only have lots of clothes and stuff, when it comes to cash, I sometimes don't even have a cent with me. Do you call that being rich? If you still do, then, there's nothing more I can say to clear my name. You wouldn't listen anyway! Let's just move on, away from this woeful incident.

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Saturday, February 7, 2009
12:49 AM
To: The Lame Spammer
Seriously, just get a life you lewd whore/motherfucking bastard. Whenever did I say I was superior to others in the class? Superiority does go beyond one's birthright and social class. But even on terms of shrewdness and intellectuality, you're still definitely of a much lower standing than me. Especially when you go round spamming people with your bad English in attempts to lower the class of their blogs. So just fuck off you bloody lowborn cunt/prick if you've nothing to showcase but those shallow and dull skills of E(Si)nglish, which in reality, displays even more clearly, your parentage. Which seems to be highly shady right now.
Okay, am I really that snobbish? That seems to be what I hear from others. Especially some of those in my class.
Seriously, I don't think I'm too snobbish. I've to admit, I'm a little snooty. But is it to such a large extent as which people claim? People ask me how much my stuff cost. I just tell them. And they say I'm snooty for that reason? It's quite farcical if you come to think of it. It's like a beggar asking a person walking past for money, and then scolding that person for looking down on him.
Deal with it people, whether you like it or not, the is always differentials in social class. Prominent or not, it is always a stigma.When things that are related to wealth and the material world, parentage or even social etiquette are not brought up, chances of things going awry between people of 2 extreme classes may not even appear to be present. However when such issues are actually brought up, if either party is too sensitive, things could turn sour.
So what's with people who keep wanting me to say things that they don't like to hear? It's as if they want to create a reason to hate me! I don't need them to have a reason to hate me. But apparently, people like them are the ones who need a reason to hate me! They dislike me, but are unable to pick out at my character. Maybe this is perhaps because I don't ever give people a chance to guess who I really am. I create so many different façades of myself, creating whole new personalities of me. When they try to piece up who I am, they end up creating a unique, new character. And maybe it's because of this lack of understanding that makes many people love to hate me. I do care alot of how people look at me, but I'm only concerned how people really look at me.
Of course, I'm extremely concerned of how people view me from outside. People can't guess my inside, so I'm not too concerned about it. However, what I am on the outside can't be hidden! It's out in the world! That's why I really admire the quality of confidence in people.
Well, that's all for now!
Ciao!
P.S. Ignore the "To be continued" satatus of the previous post. i forgotten what I had wanted to write. XP
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
7:49 PM
I fucking hate 4N1!
And my form teacher as well.Okay, I don't exactly hate the whole class. Nor the majority. But that minority is really pissing me off! There's a number of them that are reasonable. But a bunch of them, just keep targeting me. As if I'm one of those easy to bully teachers. And I have no fucking idea why!
All this was actually started by the 'class shoe' issue. (refer to the January 16 post) Apparently it costs $15 now. For a plain shoe with colored(hooray?) laces. Justin told me that they were going to draw or something on the shoes. Wow, 'great' idea. It'd be a sunny day everyday, and the shoes will never in it's entire (wearable) existence, get wet. -.-"Hello! WAKE UP! Uniqueness isn't necessarily good. Would you want this guy's photo to the printed on one of your tee-shirts?
Unless you obviously want to mock him, or maybe you're a fan. Other than that, no one else would. It'd be really unique! Why not have that be printed that on the class-tee? And aslo write "4N1 wants to bang William Hung!" on the back of the tee, as the class' catchphrase/motto. Now, that would be truly unique.Now I ask everyone who's reading this. Would you want a William Hung photo on your tee?Okay, wearing $15 shoes. With amateur paintings. To me, THAT is equivalent to having a William Hung photo in front of my chest. I may not be the very rich, compared to others who are much wealthier, but seriously. Shoes that cost $15 aren't meant to be worn. This is 2009 people, not the 50's or earlier than that! Especially when using inexpensive amateur paints on it. The toxin and chemicals would come off the shoe when it gets wet. Most would be washed away, but a considerably large amount of toxin actually seeps into the shoe. I don't think I have to elaborate further on what toxins do to you.If uniqueness is wanted, get a good quality tee-shirt, like organic tees. They're naturally dyed, and their prints being screen printed, does not contain any harmful chemicals.
It's unique. The feel, the look and the prints on the tee are all unique and different. And it protects the earth too. It costs just about $20, way cheaper than most tees people usually buy. But at a better quality.Instead they want to buy $15 shoes.Here's the worst case scenario.
The shoes might have to taped up.So instead of dumping $15 into the sea, or should I say use friction to wear it out, why not top up a little more money and get a tee with great quality? Doesn't it make more sense that way?Oh yeah, as for my form teacher issue, she asked the entire class if anyone violently objects to it. I raised my hand. She didn't let me speak. 'Nuff said.Now, they said that I should've protested when our form teacher asked if there were issues, instead of stirrig up problems when they're taking down the orders. I wasn't even given a fucking chance to object! And they expect me to forever hold my peace for that unfairness? What the hell? I SO DON'T THINK SO!Post... To be continued... I gotta go!Ciao!
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
11:58 PM
Okay, there's this chipmunk in the choir. His name is Samson and he is FUCKING IRRITATING. I hate a little conversation with him earlier. This is how it went... I shall correct all his mistakes that his made, putting it in the brackets.Samson: Why (are) you standing here?
Myself : Your problem?
Samson: Ya!(Yeah)
Myself : So? Deal with it then! It's none of my business!
Samson: [Mumbles shit that I could not understand]
Myself : I can't understand you. Your teeth are in the way!
Samson: [Still saying crap which I can't figure out]Myself : I still don't understand you. Move your teeth back and speak properly.Samson: [Squeaking] I still can('t) hear you.Myself : And I still don't understand you! Your (bloody) teeth are in the (fucking) way!He's like only in his second year in choir? And he's dissed Tyson & me, unsuccessfully, on both occasions. I'm sure he has pissed off others as well. His face alone is like more than enough to make you sick! He looks like a mutated hamster with teeth the size of Texas.Touch more on other issues and more on that bastard tomorrow. Got to go! XPCiao!